Je sais que beaucoup le font, mais j'essaie de me battre au maximum. Pouvez-vous m'aider, j'ai besoin de faire passer ce message à Ed Sheeran ( @edsheeran ) , je demande partout de l'aide, sur tous les réseaux, je vous en prie, c'est très important.. Et ce n'est que quelques minutes..Merci infiniment, vous ne pouvez pas savoir. Mon twitter: @kenzilaraqui
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Ed Sheeran, Damien Rice, I don't know..
Since I was little my family made me play music. I had fun. I gave them fun, instead. Then I realized that what I could say is not theirs.
I have always been confined, I realized that art was the only way for me to say everything without pronouncing anything. So I started to write. I don't really liked what I was writing but I always felt the need to write more, it was undeniable. I went through very difficult times and one day, by chance, I came across @edsheeran. I still don't go well, but a little better. I remember that I had listened to him for hours .... His words, his sounds, his melodies.
I wrote more and more.
But it was so ... different now. It's as if I had a mentor. I felt safe. One day, he spoke about Damien Rice, about the impact he had on him. I almost cried, but my mother came in the room, I couldn't let my emotions seen. I was just a little scared...
Ed met his idol. Ed understood the purpose of his life. He is my Damien Rice. I wanna say to him that he is my Damien Rice. He's the only one who can understand what's to find our Damien Rice. He knows how we can fight for it. I'm sure he knows.
I know that a lot of fans can do this kind of speech to talk to him. But this is the only way for me to contact him, unfortunately.
I want to know how he said thank you to his idol, to help me to say thank you in return. A life is nothing, for many people. My life is nothing for many people, but it is important to me. I saved a friend from death just quoting one of his songs."Just for today, hold on." Can you just realize? Maybe you can't.
It's crazy to attempt to contact this artist I know. And I'm scared, again. Of what? I don't know. But my best friend drove me a long time to try to find the right words, because she knows, she knows what it means. I don't want a picture with Ed, I don't want an autograph, no, it's not what I want. I want the opportunity to thank him. Not for being, but for saving. For saying that it's not over. That this is not over. I wanna make a sign, and be seen. I want him to say "hello" just because it means that I'm still alive, that I can hear him say, "You're welcome".
This, is only a thank you, I ask only one word to him. One word, for two lives I saw saved. It's so stupid, but whatever. I want to bring to his ear only one word for two lives. Ed is not my life, nor hers, I don't do the Fangirl speech. He has saved lives by his words. Maybe he doesn't weigh his words. Maybe it's an invented character, even if I don't think so. Maybe fame, record companies invent him a personality. Whatever the facts are there. I think he doesn't realize how his words are heavy. How much they weigh on people. Although, maybe he does. Maybe he knows. Many perhaps. Few sure things. "I don't know."
Just a thank you that I hold for more than two years and a half. Just a thank you to tell myself that if he hears it; the call for help went well, I can move on. My friend looks at me from up there. She didn't know how to hold on , but I knew. And I keep living. The words of a song are not always strong enough to keep alive, but his ones were strong enough to keep her alive a little longer."It's too cold outside, for angels to fly" I have been able to create more memories, had more time to tell her that I love her. And I could never thank him enough for giving me this gift. She is my secret. I want to say thank you for two. Just thank you. Just ... "Thank you, Ed Sheeran."
"It Will Be okay at the end, if it's not okay, Then it's not the end."
God it's so little, for so much.